Medication

I was scared of what it meant

If I needed medicine

Just to feel like me again and keep my demons in

Every now and then

‘Cause I remember when I thrived

Now I’m just trying to survive

It’s like I tripped and took a dive into another life

That doesn’t feel like mine

But now I’m tired of sitting aimless and drifting

Trying to turn off the lights

And only taking off my clothes far from the windows

Keeping away from your sight

So now I’m dropping the weight of the earth

Just long enough to give me a rebirth

‘Cause I deserve to be well, yeah, I deserve to be well

And maybe I do not have enough strength

For more than a couple of steps in a day

But I deserve to be well, yeah, I deserve to be well

I’m climbing up out of this hell

I’ve been fogging up the glass

While the thunder starts to crash

But the storm has never passed, so if I am gonna last

I gotta get out fast

And I am hungry and restless, dreaming of exits

Climbing the gates of my mind

And I am thinking of futures, reaching of sutures

Trying to reclaim my time

And now I’m dropping the weight of the earth

Just long enough to give me a rebirth

‘Cause I deserve to be well, yeah, I deserve to be well

And maybe I do not have enough strength

For more than a couple of steps in a day

But I deserve to be well, yeah, I deserve to be well

I’m climbing up out of this hell

And growing old

And growing up

Being alone without being stuck

Lose control

Fall in love

Making my way and my own luck

Dropping the weight of the earth

Just long enough to give me a rebirth

‘Cause I deserve to be well, yeah, I deserve to be well

And maybe I do not have enough strength

For more than a couple of steps in a day

But I deserve to be well, yeah, I deserve to be well

I’m climbing up out of this hell

I’m climbing up out of this hell

I’m climbing up out of this hell