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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Victoria Canal
Victoria Canal
Vocals
Rett Madison
Rett Madison
Background Vocals
Kevin Farzad
Kevin Farzad
Drums
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Victoria Canal
Victoria Canal
Songwriter
Rett Madison
Rett Madison
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Victoria Canal
Victoria Canal
Producer
Kevin Farzad
Kevin Farzad
Producer
Emily Lazar
Emily Lazar
Mastering Engineer
Andrew Maury
Andrew Maury
Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
If I, moved out of the city
Would you leave it with me?
I could use your confidence in this shitty Vauxhall
Could I, swap out validation
For neighbours and a basement
Take our golden memories
And hang them in a wall?
[Chorus]
I wish it was that easy
Trading in my dreams for peace of mind
Pack up my bags and leave the
Weight of everything behind
Mm-mm-mm-mm
[Verse 2]
Looks like I took my problems with me
Man, I'm getting dizzy
Existential vertigo
But I'm walking the block
I've been contorting in the attic
Resentment in my panic
Dancing with my skeletons
I'm haunting this home
[Chorus]
I didn't have a choice
I was wired to want to fill the void
I ache to be this hungry
But I'm used up glorified and paranoid
I murdered my angel
The only one I thought would set me free
But I can't get rid of me
[Verse 3]
I can tell you're looking at me
Hoping I'm still happy
What's left of your confidence
Is washing right off
[Bridge]
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
I wish I had a choice
I wish I had a choice
I wish I had a choice
I wish I had a choice
Written by: Rett Madison, Victoria Canal
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