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JULIAN - Estella Dawn (Official Music Video)
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Estella Dawn McGee
Estella Dawn McGee
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Life shook off my wonder 
I'm a little tired but
God you look so pretty on
This mountain drive 
And I wanna take pictures of us
But I'm scared that you'll see me in focus 
Wanna run like a river
I pull lies around my waist
Tight like a corset 
Say that I don't care
Cuz I don't want to force it 
But I wanna take pictures of us
I'm scared if I see you in color
I'm gonna fall like a star
Cuz what about when I need more?
Feel cracks up the fault line
Can't trust your intention
So I question shit when it feels right 
You act like you love me
Then pull right back like a riptide
I'm making excuses for you 
And I shouldn't be
Praying you come into focus 
Oh oh oh 
Oh oh oh oh 
If you need me better show it 
Oh oh oh 
Oh oh oh oh 
It's a moody day out
On the edge of Julian  
You laugh from the middle but 
The kick is a hollow drum 
 I think you're barely surviving 
Trace the edge of my waist like
you might find some comfort there 
Look at us darling 
Playing house as the cards fall 
A digital day dream 
You buy me a drink 
I swear it must be the last one 
So I sip slow 
Brace myself to let go 
Cuz what about when I need more?
Feel cracks up the fault line
Can't trust your intention
So I question shit when it feels right 
You act like you love me
Then pull right back like a riptide
I'm making excuses for you 
And I shouldn't be
Praying you come into focus 
Oh oh oh 
Oh oh oh oh 
If you need me better show it 
Oh oh oh 
Oh oh oh oh 
I wanna take pictures of us
But I'm scared that you'll see me in color
And I won't be as pretty as you thought
I wanna take pictures of us 
But I'm scared cuz my soul aches in that way
Makes me think that you're made for me 
Could you please stay in focus?
Written by: David Carnahan, Estella Dawn McGee
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