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eli. - disappear (official music video)
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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
eli.
eli.
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Eli Lucas
Eli Lucas
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Eli Lucas
Eli Lucas
Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I've been feeling low, so low now
Tryna do my best, don't know how
Holding onto hope for life now
But I become consumed with doubt, yeah
[Verse 2]
Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
Looking for the answers, maybe I'll know once I'm older
[Verse 3]
But please hang on
Please hang with me
I'll be back soon
I'll be back
[Verse 4]
Time for me to go
I need some room to grow
I feel so alone
No one even knows
[Verse 5]
I just wanna disappear
Take me far away from here
I don't wanna face my fears
I just wanna disappear
[Verse 6]
I wanna do my best, but
I don't know what's next yet
I just need a reset
I just wanna be something
I just wanna change your life
I just wanna do it right
[Verse 7]
Everything I wanna do
Everything I wanna be
See it all happen for me
I find it hard to believe
Finding it harder to breathe
Yeah
I just wanna feel complete
Why do I not feel complete?
Oh, I know that is on me
You all gave me everything
Yeah, yeah, yeah
[Verse 8]
Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
Looking for the answers, maybe I'll know once I'm older
Need some time to recollect myself, please don't forget me
When I disappear next week, I hope you can forgive me
[Verse 9]
Time for me to go
I need some room to grow
I feel so alone
No one even knows
[Verse 10]
I just wanna disappear
Take me far away from here
I don't wanna face my fears
I just wanna disappear
I don't wanna disappear
I just wanna stay right here
Moving is my greatest fear
Maybe I should disappear
Written by: Eli Lucas
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