negative spaces

At the world, I'm amazed

But you'll never tell by my face

The sentiment is overblown

All the lies are stuck in my throat

I fill my skull with nonsense

Live an implicated consequence

And it's all so negative

I'll pretend that it's not happening

What I love, they're always tryin' to take

And my fury's keeping me awake

I'm immune to the heartache

I've been living with the dull pain

Am I addicted to despair?

And wasting time I'll never get back?

If there's a Hell, I'll meet you there

I'm in the waiting room

I fill my skull with nonsense

Live an implicated consequence

And it's all so negative

I'll pretend that it's not happening

I like what I represent

My anger comes at my expense

There's always something to be up against

I'll pretend that it's not happening

To me

To us

To everyone

The world

The gods

The dogs

I'm not impressed

But I attest

I say

With my whole chest

Every moment's vital

And I'm feeling suicidal

But I smile

I fill my skull with nonsense

Live an implicated consequence

And it's all so negative

I'll pretend that it's not happening

I like what I represent

My anger comes at my expense

There's always something to be up against

I'll pretend that I'm not scared

I'll tell myself that it's not happening