negative spaces

At the world, I'm amazed But you'll never tell by my face The sentiment is overblown All the lies are stuck in my throat (Whoa) I fill my skull with nonsense (Whoa) live an implicated consequence (Whoa) and it's all so negative I'll pretend that it's not happening What I love, they're always trying to take And my fury's keeping me awake I'm immune to the heartache I've been living with the dull pain Am I addicted to despair? And wasting time I'll never get back? If there's a hell, I'll meet you there I'm in the waiting room (Whoa) I fill my skull with nonsense (Whoa) live an implicated consequence (Whoa) and it's all so negative I'll pretend that it's not happening (Whoa) I like what I represent (Whoa) my anger comes at my expense (Whoa) there's always something to be up against I'll pretend that it's not happening To me, to us, to everyone, the world The gods, the dogs, I'm not impressed But I attest, I say with my whole chest Every moment's vital, and I'm feeling suicidal But I smile (Whoa) I fill my skull with nonsense (Whoa) live an implicated consequence (Whoa) and it's all so negative I'll pretend that it's not happening (Whoa) I like what I represent (Whoa) my anger comes at my expense (Whoa) there's always something to be up against I'll pretend that I'm not scared I'll tell myself that it's not happening