vital

My heavy mind

Sinks lower by the minute

I can barely stand it

I tear through the lines

Seeking absolution

Can a fragile heart decide?

Will it end in tears?

Will I let the fear win?

Take the ride or die while trying

Have I seen it all?

Why am I so divisive?

I can't fight it

Underneath, over me

We're spinning in a spiral

You hold me in vicious cycle

You lie to me, casually

And I'm dying in denial

It still feels vital

I want to believe

There's a motivation

In negative spaces

Head over feet

I'm following the feeling

While my fragile heart takes time

Will it end in tears?

Will I let the fear win?

I can't fight it

Underneath, over me

We're spinning in a spiral

You hold me in vicious cycle

You lie to me, casually

And I'm dying in denial

It still feels vital

Have I read the signs?

I've been everywhere and back again, don't know

If I read it right

I've been real discerning at my heart's request

But everything you are is vital

Underneath, over me

We're spinning in a spiral

You hold me in vicious cycle

You lie to me, casually

And I'm dying in denial

It still feels vital

Underneath, over me

Over me

Underneath, over me

Yeah

You lie to me, so casually, and I'm dying in denial

It still feels vital

Still feels vital