First Heartbreak

I wanna tell you

I'm right here

But I'm still so angry

Even after all these years

I know your family was falling apart

So I don't blame you but I still have a heart

All of my friends and my therapist say that it's nothing and I've gone insane

Everyone says I'm a narcissist, truth is I just haven't dealt with the blame

You chose the drugs, and now everyone else is your friend and I'm left in the flame

There's nothing like first heartbreak

Know I should move on

God knows I've tried

But I hit this strange wall without you by my side

We were forever at one point in time

The night you left me

You left me half alive

I started running, got faster and faster, but I just couldn't get away

All of my problems got bigger and bigger until I couldn't feel the pain

'Cause you chose the drugs and now everyone else is your friend and I'm going insane

There's nothing like first heartbreak

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh

I had to lose you to find myself

You can't know Heaven until you know Hell

I'll always love you even if you're gone

I'm letting go but always holding on