Apex

Yep ok, I was a little bit fired up

Is loosing heart just part of the game?

It's something I'd been thinking 'bout right

I'm at opposite end

Just an amateur diver

Was in over my head this time

But I'm stripping it down to size

It was a reckoning I found

It wasn't up to me

And in the chaos, I got crowned

As some bizarre believer

I know that nothing can take this away from me

But it's such a long way, I'm covered in scars, I guess I got tired

Somewhere out on the way

I'm at the apex, I'm in the strangest love of my life

I'm at the apex, or at least some version of my own insight

I lay down my hand, I'm a soldier now, it's not all that bad

How could you understand?

And you always said that's life

To want such favoring

But then you never had felt that way

And though there's nothing that takes this away from me

It's such a long time, I'm covered in scars, I guess I got tired

Somewhere out on the way

I'm at the apex, I'm in the strangest love of my life

I'm at the apex, or at least some version of my own insight

I lay down my hand, I'm a soldier now, it's not all that bad

How could you understand?

How could you understand?

How could you understand?

I know that nothing can take this away from me

How could you understand?

I know that nothing can take this away from me

But it's such a long way, I'm covered in scars