Primrose

I can't come in today

I think I've caught a bug

I know I need the pay

Right now, I don't give a fuck

Because today, I'm just so tired of my self

(I just want to dwell)

I'm thinkin' slowly

I can feel my only way out

Is through my restraints now

I wish I had another way

(I wish I had another way)

I've been drinkin'

And maybe it's not such a good thing

I'm not good

God, just give me some release

God, just give me something please

'Cause I'm drunk and on my knees

I'm not good

I'm naked, misunderstood

I know

And I can't, I can't let it go

No, I broke from my God

I covered myself in dirt

I can't get stuff done

I'm feelin' the dread

I'm smokin' too much

I'm stayin' in bed

I've let those demons back in my head

I need to find the balance

Before I lose myself again

God, just give me some release

God, just give me something please

'Cause I'm drunk and on my knees

I'm not good

I'm naked, misunderstood

I know

And I can't, I can't let it go

Won't you just leave me alone?

Why do I keep fallin' back on myself?

Why do I keep fallin' back on myself?

Why do I keep fallin' back on myself?

Why do I keep fallin' back on myself?

Why do I keep fallin' back on myself?

Why do I keep fallin' back on myself?

Why do I keep fallin' back on myself?

Why do I keep fallin' back on myself?

I'm not alright

I'm not good

God, just give me some release

God, just give me something please

'Cause I'm drunk and on my knees

I'm not good

I'm naked, misunderstood

I know

And I can't, I can't let it go