Who I Want to Be

I should probably go to sleep, but I'm counting up regrets

And all the times you should've left

Honestly, I can't believe you stayed with me when you did

You deserve the best and

I know I've been careless with your love

And your time and your patience, but your grace is

The one thing that kept me from giving up every time

Baby, you're the reason why

I'm battling my demons, running to the light

I'm tasting my own medicine, I'm swallowing my pride

The moments I was weakest ain't how I'll be defined

I'm trying to be a better man, it's taking me some time

But I'm on my way

Trying to close the space between who I am today

And who I, who I wanna be

Started leaning on my faith 'stead of leaning on the bottle

I'm drowning in the sorrow

Started owning my mistakes 'stead of living in denial

Always waiting for tomorrow

I know I've been careless with your love

You can trust I'm changing it for us

I'm battling my demons, running to the light

I'm tasting my own medicine, I'm swallowing my pride

The moments I was weakest ain't how I'll be defined

I'm trying to be a better man, it's taking me some time

But I'm on my way

Trying to close the space between who I am today

And who I, who I wanna be

Battling my demons, running to the light

I'm tasting my own medicine, I'm swallowing my pride (I'm swallowing my pride)

The moments I was weakest ain't how I'll be defined (No)

I'm trying to be a better man, it's taking me some time (It's taking some time)

But I'm on my way

Trying to close the space between who I am today

And who I, who I wanna be