Hurt Myself

Maybe if I hurt myself

You could be the bandage

I don't wanna ask for help

You'd call it baggage

I can't lose my mental health

'Cause I never had it

If I hurt my, maybe if I hurt myself

I learned love was destruction

No truth and no discussion

Felt so safe in the chaos

Fuck, I think I was brainwashed

My tears are just like dust you sweep under the rug, yeah

My fears, my blood will teach me how to love

Now watch me as I try and breathe underwater

What if I just killed my father's daughter?

What if I wore my trauma

Like a badge of honor?

You'd see me, yeah

Maybe if I hurt myself

You could be the bandage

I don't wanna ask for help

You'd call it baggage

I can't lose my mental health

'Cause I never had it

If I hurt my, maybe if I hurt myself

I'm dying for attention

You met me with aggression

And promised me protection

Funny how it works out like that

'Cause now I'm your protection

Use your love as a weapon

You'd think I'd learn my lesson

So why do I run back?

Watch me as I try and breathe underwater

What if I wore my trauma

Like a badge of honor?

Maybe if I hurt myself

You could be the bandage

I don't wanna ask for help

You'd call it baggage

I can't lose my mental health

'Cause I never had it

If I hurt my, maybe if I hurt myself

Na-na, na-na

Na-na-na-na-na

Na-na, na-na

Maybe if I hurt myself

Na-na, na-na

Na-na-na-na-na

If I hurt my, maybe if I hurt myself

If I hurt my, maybe if I hurt myself