Sick

I've been good turning off my emotions

Never let anyone see your guard down

Too proud, chest out, keep it frozen

Iced out, I'm six feet underground

And I taste dirt in my mouth

Dead, but at least it's quiet now

Screaming, but no one hears a sound, uh

I'm avoidant, dismissive, always tryna fit in

A sink full of dishes, add to the statistic

Can't cut my addictions, I burned all my bridges

Blame it on the sickness, at least I'm consistent

My therapist told me to breathe

Told me to breathe

But how can I do that when I'm underneath?

I'm sick

Medicated manic

Suffocating panic

Escalating

Someone come quick, I'm losing my shit

My body is shaking, I'm s-s-s-sick

I'm on autopilot

Starting a riot inside of my head

Rolling the dice and

They coming up sixes

Every time that they land, burning holes in my hand

Crucified on the stand

Killing me over and over and over again

I'm sick

Medicated manic

Suffocating panic

Escalating

Someone come quick, I'm losing my shit

My body is shaking, I'm s-s-s-sick

I'm sick

Medicated manic

Suffocating panic

Escalating

Someone come quick, I'm losing my shit

My body is shaking, I'm s-s-s-sick