Born Again

This life shit, man, come at you fast

One second you here, then next second you not

Shit crazy

How much you lost

How much you gained

How did you overcome that shit

How did you deal with the pain, ****

How you continue to carry them ****

I know it's a strain

A lot on your plate, you be working till late, and I know that you drained, ****

Your **** done switched up on you

How do you feel

They ask you in them interviews, and you say that you good, but is that really real

You cut from that real cloth

You been in that field

Some **** get old, and now all they songs is shooting like Bill, ****

There's some **** I love that I lost, I ain't even posting

Not being funny, but that's just the way that I deal with emotions

Them **** wanting me top of my game, I gotta get focused

I survived death more than one time, I know that I'm chosen

My heart is cold, even though there's shit on me frozen

Flew to Chicago to go to a show, but I'm shipping the rosin

Smoke on the crown, stressed

Been feeling wild, depressed, shit

Damn, I feel you, my ****

Late nights on the couch, drinking up the pain, stressing out chariot

Speaking to my brother's soul real low, so my wife wouldn't hear me cry

Can't believe that he really died

Now I'm sipping till the bottle's gone

Siri play life after death

Nowadays, even Siri lies

Don't gotta look at my appearance, longest **** hearing

Listen to the right voices

You're born looking like your parents, but you're gonna die

looking like your life choices

Damn, what I wouldn't trade just to hear his name coming out my mom mouth

Behave, no, you wasn't raised like that

Sit still on your aunt couch

Now I'm pouring out more Remy

I don't know what he saw in me

Since birth, it was born in me

In church, got a big smirk

Brother born, living in my heart

We ain't got a part, because my brother born in me

But how did you find you when you in a lost city

Sedative after sedative, make you tentative

I ain't sensitive

I'm a man first, got a plan first

When it's negative, never let it live

Time heals, but it never did

That's rhetoric for the delicates

My bro died in the second kid

I guess time really relative

I just pray you come back to me

It's shot there

Did he ask for me

Smith sent a little clip

You was on the shits

Wish you could have rapped for me

I ain't gonna lie

Down here, a couple **** really turn they back on me

I was trying to get my life straight

But they ain't want to hear the back story

Nah, but that shit impossible

Now they watching you in the hospital

Now it doesn't matter what the doctor do

Got another ladder and an obstacle

I put another ladder in the gun

They calling me unstoppable

That's for any **** that be mocking you

Think about it, got me stressed out