God Of Everything Else

Been trying to forgive myself For wishing I was somebody else For wanting you to love me back But it's worse than that A year wishing I was somebody else You always said that I'm too intense It's not that I'm too much You just don't have the guts Don't need to know where you are You'll be hit by a wave of me I'm the God of everything else You're the God of losing me Don't need to know where you are You'll be hit by a wave of me I'm the God of everything else You're the God of losing me And now I follow bright light walls In a dream, in a fog It feels like a cry for help Wishing I was somebody else Begging you to love me back I watch the way she stands And the way her hands move In a fog of you Don't need to know where you are You'll be hit by a wave of me I'm the God of everything else You're the God of losing me Don't need to know where you are You'll be hit by a wave of me I'm the God of everything else You're the God of losing me It was a sick, sick, sickness loving you I wake up choking on dreams of you I wake up crying from loving you I go everywhere just to get away from you I go everywhere to get away from you I've got everything I need I see clues everywhere but I don't know what for I've been waiting for the end