Trust Bad Luck

I’m on the verge of collapse

The starring role in the cast

Not nearly as cool as I was in the past

The voices in my head

Tell me to “just go to bed,”

But don’t forget to pray and swallow of your meds

Always on the edge of unstable,

I’ll fake til I’m able

Welcome to my brain,

The source of all my pain

Some days I wake up fine some days I wake up depressed,

It doesn't matter because I'll find a way to be stressed

I don't heal like I used to

(like I used to)

Chorus 1:

I wanted to tell you,

I'm not taking this easy,

My mind it runs in circles but I,

Am trying to get better,

And just enjoy the weather,

If only I get better now,

Verse 2:

Don’t know how much (more) bad news I can take,

I’m on the brink of a full-on emotional break,

Just a normal Saturday night,

After 20 years I’ve learned to trust bad luck,

Fingers crossed that I won’t have to use it too much,

I don’t feel like I used to,

Like I used to,