Version of Myself

Take me back to a time,

When it was just you I,

I wasn’t scared to call you,

Night drives in the car,

Yea I’ve still got the scar,

From where you cut me out,

You Said,

I know it hurts to say goodbye,

You make me feel empty inside,

How can you love me when you, can’t even love yourself

There’s no one around,

I’ve burnt every bridge I built,

There’s no going back,

Facing all of this guilt

Whyyy, can’t we just back in time

And relive both our lives from the start

This is the version,

Of myself that I hate,

But I just can’t replace

Who I am,

(N)Ever again

I never learned how to trust,

So it was never enough,

To save whatever we had,

I’ve never been so tired but I’m scared to fall,

Fall asleep

I,

I know you never said goodbye,

Another year where I scraped by,

I guess that I deserve this,

Another lonely fucked up year,

There’s no one around,

I’ve burnt every bridge I built,

There’s no going back,

Facing all my regrets

Why, can’t we just go back in time,

And relive both our lives from the start

This is the version,

Of myself that I hate,

But I just can’t replace

Who I am,

Ever again