Unreasonable Doubt

I don't want to be like this at all

I know that I'm the winter wind

Callousing every face that's hidden beneath the fractions of the weathered pulse

With defective connections all throughout

We bleed graciously

And I won't convolute these words at all

Remain protected

Tell me what have you learned so far?

Infectious

You've had enough time to absolve

I'll be gone, I'll be gone

You bring the worst of me out and I'll

I'll be good, I'll be good

Leave it at that till we're gone now

Maybe then we'll be benign

Save me a spot in line

Won't you break me off from your life?

Boast to everyone how I've lied, wronged

I'm abusive, self-destructive, inconclusive

Why'd you have to make me?

Why'd you have to make me do this to myself?

Swallowed my vision

You've fixed it yourself

A plate filled to the brim with continuous deception

Cover your mirrors

You'll hate to see it when your face isn't near the rest of you and everything all depends on you

If this isn't what you wish you could be, listen to me

Forget all of it and exist differently

You'll befriend anything if it meant you were to gain some advancement

Dealing everyone the grief

Overrun, untreated

I'm just above the brink of destroying what I aided to create

Baby, I'll embrace it

No, maybe I'm a case

Tell me what have you learned so far?

Infectious

You've had enough time to absolve

I'll be gone, I'll be gone

You bring the worst of me out and I'll

I'll be good, I'll be good

Leave it at that till we're gone

May God pity you