goin' for the garbage plate (feat. Carpool)

Oh no, not this again

I'll ghost my therapist and all my friends

Become a hermit on the weekend

Feels like my shell is closing in

Oh no, here we go again

Here we go again

How is this my default?

I only listen to the insults

My lungs are choking on the asphalt

I can't afford my Adderall

So while I'm riding this freefall

Every time I say I'm fine

Ignoring all my phone calls

Gave up the alcohol, so I count the cracks in my wall

I realize I still kinda wanna die

I don't go to parties, even when I'm invited, I never know what to say

I know things are changing, I know that I'm changing, so why does it feel the same?

Oh no, not this again

I'll ghost my therapist and all my friends

Become a hermit on the weekend

Feels like my shell is closing in

Oh no, here we go again

I'll ghost my therapist and all my friends

Become a hermit on the weekend

Feels like my shell is closing in

Oh shit, not this again

Every time I say I'm fine

Here we go again

Every time I'm still gonna cry

Here we go again

I don't go to parties, even when I'm invited, I never know what to say

I know things are changing, I know that I'm changing, so why does it feel the same?

I can't go to shows without feeling so old, I get dressed but don't leave the house

The curtains are closed and I'm sleeping alone, lock me in and don't let me out

I don't go to parties, even when I'm invited, I never know what to say

And I keep getting in my own way

I know things are changing, I know that I'm changing, so why does it feel the same?

And I keep getting in my own way

Always in the corner like a recluse

Feeling like a drug that you just abuse

When life is nothing more than win or lose

On and on, so it goes

Are the weekends just a waste of my time?

Lie straight to your face when asked if I'm fine

Sit down, take my meds, and fall back in line

Get it right, I'll be just fine

Oh no, not this again

I'll ghost my therapist and all my friends

Become a hermit on the weekend

Feels like my shell is closing in

Oh no, here we go again

I'll ghost my therapist and all my friends

Become a hermit on the weekend

Feels like my shell is closing in

Oh shit, not this again