Lost in IKEA

I haven't smoked a cigarette in two whole weeks

And I'm learning not to hate myself for little things

All this time alone is forcing me to take control of

The times I don't clean my apartment or communicate

And when I have to work tomorrow and stay up too late

I finally feel inspired, and I'm not okay with the way I was

(The way I was, the way I was)

The way I was

So I'll draw my own lot in life

I know what it's like to be present without presence

I've come to terms with who I am

And I'm learning to love myself again

Again

Slowly becoming better than

Who I've been

So let me try and say, "I'm sorry for the last two years

When I was drinking way too often to control my fear

Of a meaningless existence where I just disappear"

And I wanna take a minute to accept the blame

For all the times that I would swear to you that I would change

I misplaced my motivation

And I just remained the same

(Remained the same, remained the same)

Remained the same

So I'll draw my own lot in life

I know what it's like to be present without presence

I've come to terms with who I am

And I'm learning to love myself again

Again

Slowly becoming better than

Who I've been

I know I'm good enough

Enough for anyone

And finally myself

I know I'm good enough

Enough for anyone

And finally myself

I know I'm good enough

Enough for anyone

And finally myself

So I'll draw my own lot in life

I know what it's like to be present without presence (Without presence)

I've come to terms with who I am

And I'm learning to love myself again

Again

So I'll draw my own lot in life

(Everything's all right)

(Everything's just fine)

I know what it's like

(Everything's all right)

To be present without presence

(Everything's just fine)

I've come to terms with who I am

(Everything's all right)

And I'm learning to love myself again

(Everything's just fine)

(Everything's all right)

Again

(Everything's just fine)

Everything's all right