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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Eli Patterson
Eli Patterson
Background Vocals
Mariah Dion
Mariah Dion
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Mariah Dion
Mariah Dion
Songwriter
Eli Patterson Fox
Eli Patterson Fox
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Tyler Skye
Tyler Skye
Producer
Gabi Grella
Gabi Grella
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

Stepping on the fragments
Little eyes and glasses
Didn’t know where I was going
Wish I knew then what I now know
Years that never lasted
Innocence combatted
Now I’m just stuck in a motion
Of trying to make mom and dad feel proud
I’m growing in but I’m growing out
Would my old self recognize me now?
I’m getting older but is that a bad thing?
It just keeps going, the minutes are ticking
I’m lying awake, I’ve been so afraid
The more that I think it through, I don’t know when I changed
I’m just a little kid in someone else’s face
Flipping through the photos
Castles out of pillows
Living inside of a moment
Thought it was bigger than it was
But now it’s just a past life
Keep it in a hard drive
Can’t let it go, it’s a habit
Wish I could go back, is that too much?
I’m getting older but is that a bad thing?
It just keeps going, the minutes are ticking
I’m lying awake, I’ve been so afraid
The more that I think it through, I don’t know when I changed
I’m just a little kid in someone else’s face
Someone else’s face
Now I’m screaming, crying, looking in the mirror
Terrified I’m seeing it clearer
Talk to God, trying to find a meaning
Lost myself while I’m supposed to be healing
Break my bones, I’ll bite my tongue
I’ll tell myself I’m still this young
I’m still this young
‘Cause I’m getting older but is that a bad thing?
It just keeps going, the minutes are ticking
I’m lying awake, I’ve been so afraid
The more that I think it through, I don’t know when I changed
I’m just a little kid in someone else’s face
Someone else’s face
Written by: Eli Patterson Fox, Mariah Dion
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