Recipe For Disaster

Curious

Curious where I’ll be a year from now

If i’m ever gonna figure out

How to keep my head out the clouds

Gotta come down

Hard existing constant shifting

Consumed by how it 

Could've been 

Disappointing unimportant

So much of it really is

I’m so worried what’s hurry

I’m too short for skipping steps

Don’t know why I don’t know why

I don’t know why i’m like this

Recipe for disaster

Wondering what’s gonna come after

Will I ever know

Do you?

So serious

As if that makes it better somehow

Only as free as my mind allows

Need permission to stop freaking out

Give it to myself

Hard existing constant shifting

Consumed by how it 

Could've been 

Disappointing unimportant

So much of it really is

I’m so worried what’s hurry

I’m too short for skipping steps

Don’t know why I don’t know why

I don’t know why i’m like this

Recipe for disaster

Wondering what’s gonna come after

Will I ever know

Do you?

Don’t know why i don’t know why I don’t know why i’m so obsessed

I Wish that i yea wish that i yea wish that i could worry lessx2

Recipe for disaster

Wondering what’s gonna come after

Will I ever know

Do you?