Recipe For Disaster

Curious Curious where I'll be a year from now If I'm ever gonna figure out How to keep my head out the clouds Gotta come down Hard existing Constant shifting Consumed by how we could've been Disappointing, unimportant So much of it really is I'm so worried What's the hurry? I'm too short for skipping steps Don't know why, I don't know why I don't know why I like this Recipe for disaster Wondering what's gonna come after Will I ever know? Do you? Do you? Do you? So serious As if that makes it better somehow Only as free as my mind allows Need permission to stop freaking out Give it to myself Hard existing Constant shifting Consumed by how we could've been Disappointing, unimportant So much of it really is I'm so worried What's the hurry? I'm too short for skipping steps Don't know why, I don't know why I don't know why I like this Recipe for disaster Wondering what's gonna come after Will I ever know? Do you? Do you? Do you? Do you? Don't know why, I don't know why I don't know why I'm so obsessed Wish that I, yeah, wish that I Yeah, wish that I could worry less Don't know why, I don't know why I don't know why I'm so obsessed I wish that I, I wish that I I wish that I could worry less Recipe for disaster Wondering what's gonna come after Will I ever know? Do you? Do you? Do you? Do you?