Make Myself Happy (feat. Floyd Fuji)

Only when I'm in the sky and I can look down on my life

I can be concise with what is a crisis

Everything I feel inside just finds a way to be my guide

I don't wanna be right

I just wanna be alright

The fruits on my tree stare back at me

And the change in degrees give me bad acne

That dude that I see think he making me happy

Go for it, can we?

I won't dispute memories back from in the damp heat

No excuses for me, you're in the back of my dreams

But I'm choosing to see if I make myself happy

Didn't know how hard that'd be

Can I make myself happy?

My baggage gotta carry on

Maybe my head's too big for my shoulders

Might need to soul search

Comfort is closure

Every time I think I'm doing good

On my own work

That's when I fall, yeah

That's when I falter

That's when I struggle stayin' sober, I'm over it

Going out and meeting people, ain't no soul in

Trying being bold, yeah

Tryna' fit a mould now

When I feel alone that's when I feel the most at home, yeah

The fruits on my tree stare back at me

And the change in degrees give me bad acne

That dude that I see think he making me happy

Go for it, can we?

I won't dispute memories back from in the damp heat

No excuses for me, you're in the back of my dreams

But I'm choosing to see if I make myself happy

Didn't know how hard that'd be

Can I make myself happy?

Didn't know how hard that'd be