I Really Tried

I really tried not to get you killed

I really tried not to ask why you did what you did

Not young enough anymore to blame it on my youth

Not old enough to know what to do

I really meant what I said that night

No, I don't lie

Paranoiac, egotistic

I still care to see you breathing

Never enough, full of shit

I'm so scared to see you end it

I really don't wanna dive in again

It's coming back to me now

All of the times I wasn't holding your hand

At the emergency room

And when I was on the flip side, you helped me get a grip

Now I can't live without it, now I need it

I really meant what I said that night

No, I don't lie

Paranoiac, egotistic

I still care to see you breathing

Never enough, full of shit

I'm so scared to see you end it

When I was on the flip side

I couldn't see right through my own eyes

When I was on the flip side

You told me put my head under cold ice

When I was on the flip side (When I was on the flip side)

I couldn't see right through my own eyes

When I was on the flip side (When I was on the flip side)

You told me put my head under cold ice

When I was on the flip side (When I was on the flip side)

I couldn't see right through my own eyes

When I was on the flip side (When I was on the flip side)

You told me put my head under cold ice