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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Loyle Carner
Loyle Carner
Vocals
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kwes.
Synthesizer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Kwesi Sey
Kwesi Sey
Composer
Benjamin Coyle-Larner
Benjamin Coyle-Larner
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Oli Bayston
Oli Bayston
Assistant Recording Engineer
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kwes.
Producer
Dan Parry
Dan Parry
Mixing Engineer
Mike Bozzi
Mike Bozzi
Mastering Engineer
Alfa Sekitoleko
Alfa Sekitoleko
Recording Engineer
Nick Mills
Nick Mills
Assistant Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Sayin' I'm lost, still
Wonderin' my cause, still
Hit me then I bruise, 'cause I got nothing to lose
I could tell you that it's just as real
I'm sayin' I'm lost, still
Wonderin' my cost, still
Cause I got nothing to lose, if you hit me then I bruise
I could tell you that it's just as real
[Verse 2]
I said, uh, I doubt myself, don't doubt me
Worry that you're better off without me
Uh it's like there's suttin' that surround me
The ADHD best and worst thing about me
Uh, I wonder if you ever found me
Trust, coconut kisses surround me
Uh, would I stand sayin' proudly
That cash rule is ruinin' everything around me
[Verse 3]
I'm lost, still
Wonderin' my cause, still
'Cause I got nothing to lose, if you hit me then I bruise
I could tell you that it's just as real
I'm saying I'm lost, still
Wondering my cost, still
If you hit me then I bruise, cause I got nothing to lose
I could tell you that it's just as real
[Verse 4]
Uh, I'm still lookin' for the answers
Uh, tryna find the right questions
Uh, still waitin' for my fathers
Uh, but can't break him into sections
Uh, I'm still wishin' I could sharpen
Still drink the juice from the carton
I still need the truth when I ask 'em
Still hit the booth when it's dark and I'm loose stealin' fruit from the garden
I'm lost, I still see him in my dreams
Still wishes easy as it seems
Still tryna act like it's alright, try and say there's only something
In my eye still grab my mom and misses then I cry
Yo, I still try not to lie, still lie
Still tryin' not to cry, still cry
Cause it's still goin' on outside in my mind
Stiff lines, the mad kind uh
[Verse 5]
I'm sayin' I'm lost, still
Wonderin' my cost, still
'Cause I got nothing to lose, if you hit me then I bruise
I could tell you that it's just as real
I'm sayin' I'm lost, still
Wondering my cost, still
'Cause I got nothing to lose, if you hit me then I bruise
I could tell you that it's just as real
[Verse 6]
Sayin' I'm lost, still
Wonderin' my cause, still
Hit me then I bruise, 'cause I got nothing to lose
I could tell you that it's just as real
I'm sayin' I'm lost, still
Wonderin' my cause, still
Hit me then I bruise, hit me then I bruise
Hit me then I bruise, still
Uh
Written by: Benjamin Coyle-Larner, Kwesi Sey
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