Mountains

I hope you find a way to deal with all the pressure Here's a lesson from my presence, so everything is overwhelm Moments seem to counteract, at times I wish that I'd go back And fuck up when I had the chance and keep it on a need to know basis I'm basic, a busted child I'm a pessimistic mess, and so I can't be wowed Daddy's self-destructive trace that seems to plague his child Like how'd you think that I was swimming When it was clear that I was drowning? Hands, they fold like prayer at school, my youth up from the fountain And searchin' something deeper, so I'm trekkin' up these mountains In Nike sweats, and a worn-out vest and some mashed up creps Just to find that All I see is what could be, not what was All my wants, they seem to be my new needs And for once, I'm breakin' off 'Cause all I see is what could be, not what was All my wants, they seem to be my new needs And for once, I'm breakin' off I'm back, not better, secured some cheddar The ties been severed, the storm's been weathered I catch my cruise and change my views To pick up where I left off as the same damn fool It's cost my time and cost my pride It's crossed my mind that maybe I'm the author of the things I hate, I hope in time I demonstrate On how to not disintegrate, outside of all the mess I made Freeze up, how to ease up, so I'd see love I'm freed up, not a leader, it don't mean much I need ya to be eager To be okay, to be alright All I see is what could be, not what was All my wants, they seem to be my new needs And for once, I'm breakin' off 'Cause all I see is what could be, not what was All my wants, they seem to be my new needs And for once, I'm breakin' off