Mountains

I hope you find a way to deal with all the pressure

Here's a lesson from my presence, so everything is overwhelm

Moments seem to counteract, at times I wish that I'd go back

And fuck up when I had the chance and keep it on a need to know basis

I'm basic, a busted child

I'm a pessimistic mess and so I can't be wowed

Daddy's self-destructive trace that seems to plague his child

Like how'd you think that I was swimming when it was clear that I was drowning?

Hands, they fold like prayer at school, my youth up from the fountain

And searching something deeper, so I'm trekking up these mountains

In Nike sweats and a worn out vest

And some mashed up creps just to find that

All I see is what could be

Not what was, all my wants

They seem to be my new needs

And for once, I'm breaking off

'Cause all I see is what could be

Not what was, all my wants

They seem to be my new needs

And for once, I'm breaking off

I'm back, not better, secured some cheddar

The ties been severed, the storm's been weathered

I catch my cruise and change my views

To pick up where I left off as the same damn fool

It's cost my time and cost my pride

It's crossed my mind that maybe I'm

The author of the things I hate, I hope in time I demonstrate

On how to not disintegrate outside of all the mess I made

Freeze up, how to ease up, so I'd see love

I'm freed up, not a leader, it don't mean much

I need ya to be eager, to be okay

To be alright

All I see is what could be

Not what was, all my wants

They seem to be my new needs

And for once, I'm breaking off

'Cause all I see is what could be

Not what was, all my wants

They seem to be my new needs

And for once, I'm breaking off