Mental Health 2.

God, why does it feel like everything I've built isn't gonna last?

Dreams are gettin' killed, I don't really deal with depression well

I don't wanna heal, maybe this is hell

Maybe I'll excel, if I look at Hell

Take away the L's, He can never fail

Even when I bail, He defeated Baal

I numb myself, He's my mental health (health)

Help, I'm tryna find the words that rhyme with I'm finally happy

When I open up my mind, all I see is pain, dang

But just 'cause I was lost doesn't mean my heart changed

Sometimes you gotta fall to appreciate

Laughing with your brother, yappin' with your mother

Packin' everything and movin' to another state

You start to wonder, "What if I never signed up for the army?

Would I have a mother?"

What about my sister? God, I swear I miss her

Send me if you hear this, Ma, I'll always love you

Not the perfect son, I'm not the perfect brother

But I swear to God, I'll give up everything to have another

Day in, day out, our past gets in the way

Oh, Lord, when will I hear You?

Have made mistakes, I chose myself, then walked away

Off and on, are they real? (Ooh)

God, why does it feel like everything I've built isn't gonna last?

Dreams are gettin' killed, I don't really deal with depression well

I don't wanna heal, maybe this is hell

Maybe I'll excel, if I look at Hell

Take away the L's, He can never fail

Even when I bail, He defeated Baal

I numb myself, He's my mental health (health)

"Help" is what I used to yell, He's the only one that came, dang

But when it goes wrong, He's the one I wanna blame, ay

'Cause I've made my decisions, I'm the one that lit the flames

Shame is something He don't make me carry

He can take the pain and the loss

All of the shots aimed to myself, suicide thoughts

Gone in the name of Jesus

He bought life with the price of death on the cross

I ain't gotta cry, I ain't gotta claw both of my eyes out

When my mom's name gets dropped, yeah, I miss her lots

Look at what she did, look at all the lost people

In my DM's tellin' me these songs keep 'em

From endin' everything, everybody's not evil

But they'll never change if they can't relate, me too

That's why my mental health stays on display, scene two