Over & Over

There's something in the water The writings on the wall I always seem to let me down No surprise at all And I just wanna mean it when I say I'm fine You always believe me when I tell that lie I feel like I'm running from myself if I'm honest And now that I'm losing control I don't wanna break down and fuck things up But I can't help thinking I'm just not good enough Cause I just can't get it right Should I even try to fight? Oh, I'm just gonna break down and fuck things up Over and over The days only get harder And I can't ask for help I'm terrified of breaking down And I can't trust myself Why am I drowning in all this suffering? Bottles of all this medicine tear me apart How did I get this far? I don't wanna break down and fuck things up But I can't help thinking I'm just not good enough Cause I just can't get it right Should I even try to fight? Oh, I'm just gonna break down and fuck things up Over and over Over and over I'm falling apart at the seams (Stitch me back together) I'm already down on my knees I don't wanna break down and fuck things up But I'll never be good enough Cause I just can't get it right Should I even try to fight? Oh, I'm just gonna break down and fuck things up Over and over Over and over Oh