Afterlife

Can I start again?

'Cause I can't remember if I'm foe or friend

But not like it matters if you're just pretend

'Cause you're only here if you're under my skin

And I'd give you everything if you would do the same

But what if I offered first and you walked away?

My reflection in the mirror seems to change

And what if it's getting worse? I don't recognise my face

I always thought you were to blame

But I'm never satisfied

And I can't help asking why

Maybe I'll never find out

I'm running out of time

And everyone has to die

Maybe I'll find my place in the afterlife

Now I keep myself awake

So I can chase every moment that I can't resuscitate

And while I'm picking up pieces, I can watch my soul escape

'Cause every breath that I'm taking makes the colours come from grey

But I'm never satisfied

And I can't help asking why

Maybe I'll never find out

I'm running out of time

And everyone has to die

Maybe I'll find my place in the afterlife

It's like trying to chase something I'll never find

And each step of the way, I feel I'm terrified

And the harder I try, the more I'm paralysed

Now I'm tired of waiting

But I'm never satisfied

And I can't help asking why

Maybe I'll never find out

I'm running out of time

And everyone has to die

Maybe I'll find my place in the afterlife

And I can't help asking why

Maybe I'll never find out

I'm running out of time

And everyone has to die

Maybe I'll find my place in the afterlife