All This Time

All this time you've just been counting down

Making plans for when you're not around

And taking shells out of this loaded gun

Screaming out until my voice is numb

So just say you want out

And we can stop all this pain now

How many seasons you're not around?

I spread your ashes onto the ground

All this time you've just been counting down

Making plans for when your light goes out

When you said it's like knives inside your mouth

And you can't enjoy anything like this now

Life running out inside your house

And your mood lacks all direction

So just say you want out

And we can stop all this pain now

How many seasons you're not around?

I spread your ashes onto the ground

Because you said you wanted out

But there's still so much pain now

How many reasons for bowing out?

How can I cope with all this doubt?

Nothing standing in my way

I think of you every day

And if there is a better way

I trust that you'll show it to me

Nothing standing in my way

I think of you every day

And if there is a better way

I pray that you'll show it to me

Nothing standing in my way

I think of you every day

And if there is a better way

I trust that you'll show it to me