Family Man

Life is great

When I’m not awake

‘Cause everything

Is so clear

The same mistake

That my momma made

But everything

Stops here

I’ll live a better life since then

I haven’t seen her in god knows when

I stay away the best that I can

‘Cause I don’t wanna end up like them

We tried, but that didn’t mean shit

You died for no fucking reason

I can’t hide the pain underneath it

I wonder would it be like if I didn’t leave this

I realize you think I’m a demon

But I’m broke inside

Nobody sees it

I can’t hide the pain underneath it

I wonder would it be like-

Hey

I’m not a family man

No matter what I say

You wouldn’t want me anyways

Yeah

Nobody gives a damn

About my pain

You wouldn’t want me anyways

You’ve got two guns at my head

It’ll be the worst ‘cause it’ll never be said

What a piece of shit I am

If I had a choice I think I’d rather be dead

Who the fuck have I been?

When I look in the mirror I don’t recognize him

Damn