HEAVY

Just got off a three-day bender

Still enjoying the ride

From what I remember

Last night was a hell of a night

Prolly need to go easy

But I'm in love with the pain

Don't be surprised if you see me dancing in the rain

Oh, I been

Killing myself softly

Waking up remembering

I'm losing sleep over dreams that were coming true

Oh, I been

Killing myself softly

Lost my mind completely

I really hope I can find my way back to you

Somedays, I'm just fine

With accepting I won't change

It may be a little more time

Before I get sick of these games

Might as well enjoy this ride, I'm the passenger in my own ship

Autopilot engaged, hanging out the window this whole trip

Is we flying?

Or is my head stuck in the clouds?

This feeling ain't allowed

Better mix it with the loud

It don't make my mama proud

When my signals in and out

But it's all I been about

Oh, I been

Killing myself softly

Waking up remembering

I'm losing sleep over dreams that were coming true

Oh, I been

Killing myself softly

Lost my mind completely

I really hope I can find my way back to you

Woke up in bed next to Caroline

Fingers tracing her panty line

I shifted her paradigm apparently

She don't mind modeling Calvin Klein for free

And I feel so divine when the Calvin Klein is wearing me

She telling me I better be precautious

All this love and despair never cared what it cost

I just fly till I see the sunrise behind me

Tears don't even fall when I cry

Oh, I been

Killing myself softly

Waking up remembering

I'm losing sleep over dreams that were coming true

Oh, I been

Killing myself softly

Lost my mind completely

I really hope I can find my way back

Find my way back