Crazy

If I'm really being honest

You made me feel crazy

But everyday I questioned maybe

Was it me or all your fault?

Man, everyday I had to sift through all the lies

Were you really at work? Or were you with another guy?

It was torture, I felt nuts

My brain was never turning off

I couldn't take it, I hated it, as a man I felt soft

A constant vicious cycle going on inside of my ears

Non-stop like this for the better part of a year

Each day it was the same, but I kept hanging on to hope

The definition of insanity, I kept expecting a diff result

All the money I had spent on you at all the bars

Every night together ended with a fight in yo car

Our entire relationship was based around our lust

And deep down I always knew that you I could never trust

If I'm really being honest

You made me feel crazy

But everyday I questioned maybe

Was it me or all your fault?

Yea if I'm being honest

I felt crazy

I felt crazy

You had me feeling crazy

It was a sunny day in the spring

Took a bike ride to the beach

Fell asleep on my blanket, woke up

Couldn't believe

In front of me was you

Empty towel right beside

I look over to the ocean and there he was, another guy

Started running toward him in rage

But when the water hit my feet

I stopped and thought

This dude probably doesn't even know me

Then like a tidal wave it hit me, in that moment, I realized

It wasn't me who was crazy, it was you caught in a lie

It was all a lie

And deep down I really knew

I just didn't want it to be true

But after I saw you that day

Everything changed

My eyes were open

I stopped feeling crazy

And then my life began