The Party

As I made the mistake of slipping into a youthful mindset

Everyone else around me felt dull

The values instilled in me withered away, piece by piece, as my dreams Bloomed

And at first, it felt good as I ran away from it all

But honestly, now it haunts me

The rose that once had beauty is now beginning to wither away

Junie

Junie

You'd always come to the party

To pluck the feathers off all the birds

You'd always come to the party

I will not beg you, please

What should I do?

I'm lost with no clue

Stuck in the crowd

But, It's not with you

You brought me here

You made me feel

Good to be real

Through blues to teals

Greener as I go

You would never know

I hit my highs and

Sometimes I won't

Well, under-true

I'm guessing you'll

Forever who?

I'm just not, not for you

Well, I'll just

I'll stick with the crowd for now

It been the same damn feeling

For the past 12 months

Thought I could run from it

Oops, Yeah

I was wrong as fuck

Bird ceilings, hella wraiths

Just to mask up all the pain

Who knew that the same thang

That made me bang

Would make me wanna

Lay up in my grave

Extra early, my B

Shit too gritty, and I keep it buck fifty

Man, you never know who gon' really switching

Sides, they cut so many ties in the night

But I'm not holy, nor wrong nor right

And everyone told me about fight or flight

Yet I still just freeze, doing nothing ain't nice

Am I right? I rewind

To the high, no weed

I was only 17, No ID

Idols in the CDs

And mp3s

Nobody was with me

123, man, my mind ain't never kicked out

Bitch I'm not free, oh please

As Junie heard that crowd cheer

I think a part of him knew that no one really listened

So it made him turn to a thing that only he thought listened

Man, now let's go get fucked up