Bitter Pill

You're the nice guy Mister ride or die Whatever helps you sleep at night Truth is it hurts When you say a lot without words And you'll make me end it first Help me get there No one like her So I can't let her down Is there something that I missed? Did I get it wrong, make it meaningless? I can't wrap my head around your thoughts in any of it I don't wanna bend my mind to anybody's will I don't need you to know what's real I don't wanna bide my time while you are sitting still No, I don't want that bitter, bitter, bitter pill Tell me how it's fair Everything I have, I have shared But when I need you, you aren't there? It's a running joke How you feed me lines, then you ghost I'm not laughing anymore And if you look me in the eye Once you open up Will it be enough? After all the years I've put my heart out on the line No, I don't know how it sounds What you talked about 'Cause you left me out Still you're wondering why I keep my guard up all the time I don't wanna bend my mind to anybody's will I don't need you to know what's real (The way I feel) I don't wanna bide my time while you are sitting still No, I don't want that bitter, bitter, bitter pill I don't wanna bend my mind to anybody's will I don't need you I don't need you I don't wanna bide my time while you are sitting still No, I don't want that bitter, bitter, bitter pill That bitter, bitter, bitter pill