Vortex

I know it's not my fault But I can't say that I'm blameless Carry the pain 'til it stops Undress it until it's nameless Someday the world will stop And it will feel just like this did I know it's not my fault Sometimes it feels like I did this Oh, oh Someday I'll be able to let you go Oh, oh Someday I'll be kinder to myself One second into the next I never know where my feet are We're spinning out of a vortex I don't remember who we are Oh, oh Someday I'll be able to let you go Oh And it's harder when you know all that we know And you're screaming at me, and I'm watching it fall And I'm slamming the door, and you make yourself tall But it's always an act and it never lasts long 'Cause I always come back when I need a new song And I'm tired of this and the way that it feels I'm not there anymore, this has never been real We're just awful together and awful apart I don't know what to do anymore Oh, oh Someday I'll be able to let you go Oh, oh Someday you'll come back, and I'll say no