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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Zinadelphia
Zinadelphia
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Zinadelphia
Zinadelphia
Songwriter
Albert Jairo Gordon
Albert Jairo Gordon
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Benzi Edelson
Benzi Edelson
Producer
Huck
Huck
Producer
Ingmar Carlson
Ingmar Carlson
Mixing Engineer
Dave Kutch
Dave Kutch
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
What an awful feeling
Not being wanted
I'm gonna be something someday you can't let yourself press pause on
Maybe I don't work hard enough
But baby, there's no better motivation than you giving me up
[Verse 2]
It's not a competition
But who here is the victim?
Was losing you worth the ticket to freedom?
[Verse 3]
I've got this anger
That won't go away
I'm just scared that something better is taking my place
[PreChorus]
They're big shoes to fill
Though I outgrew them
Don't throw them away, though
'Cause someone could use them
[PreChorus]
If you taught me one thing
It's that I am deserving
And even the underdog can win it all
If at first, they put their name in
[Chorus]
And then I'm back in your basement
And it's some time in March
And I'm still acting like I don't already know guitar
I just want you to think that I'm special
Rereading my notes
'Cause you never would leave 'em
[Verse 4]
It's not a competition
Just wonder who's the victim?
Was losing me your ticket to freedom?
[Verse 5]
You've got this anger
That won't go away
And I'm just scared of something better taking my place
[PreChorus]
They're big shoes to fill
Even though I outgrew them
Don't throw them away, though
'Cause someone could use them
[PreChorus]
If you taught me one thing
It's that I am deserving
Even the underdog can win it all
If at first, they put their name in
[Chorus]
And then I'm back in your basement
And it's some time in March
And I'm still acting like I don't already know guitar
I just want you to think that I'm special
Rereading my notes
'Cause you never would leave 'em
[Outro]
What an awful feeling
Not being wanted
I'm gonna be something someday
You can't let yourself
Press pause on
Written by: Albert Jairo Gordon, Zinadelphia
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