Haven't Even Cried Yet

I read it in the paper

They used your old high school picture

I smiled and thought, yeah I’d like to remember you that way

I ran into your brother

We sighed and hugged each other

When he asked how I was doing

I didn’t know what to say

‘Cause I haven’t even cried yet

Ain’t that supposed to be the first step

By now, I should have fallen all to pieces

What the hell is wrong with me cause

I’m going through the motions

Out of touch with my emotions

Yeah I got a box of tissues waiting by my bed

But I haven’t even cried yet

And maybe this sounds crazy

But losing you still hasn’t hit me

I keep thinking if I call, you’ll pick up right now

whole town came to the service

Between the flowers and Bible verses

Seems like I’m the only one who isn’t breaking down

‘Cause I haven’t even cried yet

Ain’t that supposed to be the first step

By now, I should have fallen all to pieces

What the hell is wrong with me cause

I’m going through the motions

Out of touch with my emotions

They’re singing Amazing Grace I oughta be a wreck 

But I haven’t even cried yet

You never liked to see me upset

Said Get those tears out of your pretty eyes

So I’m thinking maybe that’s the reason why

I haven’t even cried yet

Ain’t that supposed to be the first step

By now, I should have fallen all to pieces

What the hell is wrong with me cause

I’m going through the motions

Out of touch with my emotions

I know it’s gonna be a long long hard road ahead

‘Cause I haven’t even cried yet