killed the kid

Two, three, four

I killed the kid inside of me this morning

The one that falls in love too soon

I did it without giving any warning

That's what he gets for loving you

And I guess

It's probably for the best

But right before he left, I said to him

I don't want you to die

But it kills me keeping you alive

You fall so hard, then wonder why you bleed

But don't you ever change

I'll say to him as I dig his grave

Someday, someone will love you like you need

But if they want you, they'll have to go through me

If they want you, they'll have to go through me

I killed the kid inside of me last weekend

It's gotten hard to fall asleep

I hear his heart from time to time still beating

But it's not as loud as it used to be

And it's sad

I'll never get him back

But I know that I did what's best for him

I don't want you to die

But it kills me keeping you alive

You fall so hard, then wonder why you bleed

But don't you ever change

I'll say to him as I dig his grave

Someday, someone will love you like you need

But if they want you, they'll have to go through me

If they want you, they'll have to go through me

If they want you, they'll have to go through me

I killed the kid inside of me last year, and

I think he's really gone for good

I miss the way he trusted without reason

Sometimes I wish that I still could