I Dont Feel At All

Another slip and a fall

I watched you fall and I fell but I don't feel at all

I'm broke down but I swore for you that I'd kill god

I'm sinking now I feel the water crawling into her mouth

I'll fall down I wanna feel just how you felt when you drowned

Fuck it

You know that I got nothing

But I got something to tell

I got a story to tell

Every night I see your dead body inside of that house

I felt trauma like im dead rotten red in my mouth

I dont wanna fucking breathe just to feel how you felt

I wanna feel the water seep into my lungs and my cells

Because living is hell

And I'm a shell of myself

Ever since you left i've been a mess

So I think I'll fold to dust

Crumble into waters of nothing

And maybe if I disappear ill have a feeling or something

But I am numb I feel

The water enter my lungs

My vision fades into the black devoid of pain

I am numb

Another slip and a fall

I watched you fall and I fell but I don't feel at all

I'm broke down but I swore for you that I'd kill god

I'm sinking now I feel the water crawling into her mouth

I'll fall down I wanna feel just how you felt when you

Drowned

I fell

I fell