My Breathing

Feel the pain

Coming down a long way

Ive been deaf and numb in fact

Suicidal karma dragging mumbles

I got nothing left but a duffle bag of pharmas

Ima blow it back codeine numbing all my problems

Ima miss it when im spun and when im numb im living

And when im off it I got problems that im damned to live in

I fucking hate it

Brain dead numb to the difference of today and yesterday

Its all a blur in my vision I been displacing

Every other minute I fake it and through this living that im hating

I dont wanna feel anything anymore

I dont wanna feel this trauma in my left wrist

Bleed out as I watch the pain

Flow away

To the bottom of it

Ive been feeling like im falling to the bottom in the gallows I rot

I've been hopeless as shit

Bit a hole in my wrist

And do you fucking feel me bleeding every moment I live

I wanna

See the flowers and the sun while I dream

But all I

See is paranoia rope and disease

Damn this life aint for me

Just take away my breathing

So I don't gotta feel

I don't wanna feel a fucking thing

Do you

Feel the pain

Coming down a long way

Ive been deaf and numb in fact

Suicidal karma dragging mumbles

I got nothing left but a duffle bag of pharmas

Ima blow it back codeine numbing all my problems

Do you

Feel the pain

Coming down a long way

Ive been deaf and numb in fact

Suicidal karma dragging mumbles

I got nothing left but a duffle bag of pharmas

Ima blow it back codeine numbing all my problems