December (feat. Andra Day)

December, December, I remember in December

December, December, I remember in December, yeah

Under the mistletoe, it's just different when I'm all alone

And I miss you when it starts to snow

And I don't want toys no more, I just want an open-door

A safe place, is my anxiety lovable? (Place)

Is my body touchable? (Touchable)

I just want to be worth it all

Is that too much to ask?

I thought we could make it through the wintertime

And the seasons calling, and the tears keep falling

And it feels like no one's home

And I thought we could make it through the summertime

And the seasons calling, all the leaves have fallen

And it feels like no one's home

Smell of rosemary and thyme

But your scent is better, better with mine

I'm seen for the very first time

Now my heart is after what should've been mine

I thought we could make it through the wintertime

And the seasons calling, and the tears keep falling

And it feels like no one's home

And I thought we could make it through the summertime

And the seasons calling, all the leaves have fallen

And it feels like no one's home

I saw our future in the wintertime, yeah

Sleigh bells and holly

Praying together over dinner time

Whole family singing carols

Fa-la-la-la, la-la-la-la

I thought we could make it through the wintertime

And the seasons calling (Fa-la-la-la)

And the tears keep falling (Fa-la-la-la)

And it feels like no one's home

And I thought we could make it through the summertime

And the seasons calling, all the leaves have fallen

And it feels like no one's home

I thought we could make it through the wintertime

And the seasons calling, and the tears keep falling

And it feels like no one's home

And I thought we could make it through the summertime

And the seasons calling, all the leaves have fallen

And it feels like no one's home

Now it's two-fifths on the 25th (25th)

Thinking, what did I miss? (Did I miss)

Guess I didn't make your Christmas list

I pictured us with kids and all that shit

Was tryna birth you a son like God did

Now I'm looking for the Son to fix this

Facing towards the Son like God give

Crying to the Son 'cause God lives

Can Santa make me good enough?

Can he bring me back your touch?

Can he make you grow up?

'Cause I still want your love in December

Fuck the cold, I need your warmth in the winter

I just want your love in December

I just wanna love in the winter