Big Girls Don't Cry

I got a rage problem like my daddy does

I guess I'm manic depressive from this rejection addin' up

This world is plastic so these matches to my mattress

Doesn't matter like Mattel manufactured a fuckin' masochist

I'm just a doll, scorn dress, all torn

Chopped hair, arms burnt, drawn on and altered

Yeah, a weird Barbie

My dream car is a dark Harley swervin' down the street blarin' Gnarls Barkley

Been a sweetheart so long I turned a lil' salty

Called an underdog so long I built a lil' army

No more cryin', I'm bearin' my teeth and barkin'

I'm the hardest on myself that nothin' else now could harm me

I'd rather buy a new fit than pay for therapy

That's the reason all this other shit is always buried deep

And when the mountain from the molehills gotten very steep

I'd teeter on the top at the trauma and take a scary leap

Big girls don't cry, big girls don't cry

My whole life I sabotaged

I like the pain and I don't know why

Big girls don't cry, big girls don't cry

My whole life I sabotaged

I like the pain and I don't know why

Come in to my Weird House, hi, I'm weird Barbie

I am in the splits, I have a funky haircut and I smell like basement

I've grinded three jobs at once tryna make my work

So don't come at us talkin' 'bout, "These kids don't work"

This healthcare don't work, the system don't work

We havin' less kids, 'cause we know our kids gon' hurt

So go ahead and ban abortion, and make us have 'em

And then forget about 'em 'til they're old enough to tax 'em

Any politician only hatin' on women got mama-issues

So could never give a bitch an orgasm, haha

I think that I'm not good enough (uh-huh)

Don't ask me how I'm holdin' up (yeah)

Suck it up, buttercup, until you die

Never shed a tear, I'll tell you why, hah

Big girls don't cry, big girls don't cry

My whole life I sabotaged

I like the pain and I don't know why

Big girls don't cry, big girls don't cry

My whole life I sabotaged

I like the pain and I don't know why

You have been hurtin' people

But they've been hurtin' me

The final verdict finds me guilty in the third-degree

You can't lock me up, 'cause I kept the keys

Use 'em when I need 'em like you did to me

Big girls don't cry (nope), big girls don't cry (nah, never that)

My whole life I sabotaged

I like the pain and I don't know why

Oh, my god, I had a weird Barbie (yeah, you did)

You make them weird by playin' too hard