Hills

You got me feeling my ground so deep Rooted by your sound, it's so steep You tried to hold grip on me We're tumbling down on the hills of lost and found I got your mud on my face The dirt flourished with every sun ray You're speaking to my subconscious and my pain Like holy water touching your sins I pushed the night away Some days, I kicked in my feelings Yeah, I'm dealing with it On my bare knees got you feeding Your ego bleeding I got you loving love that wasn't for us I might clench you even harder when You push me to be free Said love was never easy But it's harder when it's with me I miss the flowers you gave to me When you left me for your needs I used to crawl upon your lap So, I could feel the love I've never had I trust my God and my faith Was drowned in the ocean of your blame You're speaking to my subconscious and my pain Like holy water touching your sins I pushed the night away Some days, I kicked in my feelings Yeah, I'm dealing with it On my bare knees got you feeding Your ego bleeding I got you loving love that wasn't for us I might clench you even harder when You push me to be free Said love was never easy But it's harder when it's with me