Not Enough

You've got me stuck inside my head

Tossing in the sheets at night

If you don't want me and me alone

I might not survive this ride

Moving faster than I should be

Falling harder than I thought

It's better if we take our time

Sometimes the heart wants what it wants

Sometimes the heart wants what it wants

Are you listening?

So tell me

Am I not enough

I don't know if I could wait for you

Anxiety

Just keeps building up

But I guess that it's nothing new

I've been on this mission to find myself

And then you came along

Like a spider And trapped me

In your web

But I know it's all my fault

Are you listening?

So tell me

Am I not enough

I don't know if I could wait for

Anxiety

Just keeps building up

But I guess that it's nothing new

You know

It's really true when they say that life's not fair

Or that the grass is always greener on the other side

Life has all these fucked up

And complicated moments we have to navigate

And we don't get any real insight

Into what to do

Other than from our past

Yeah people can give you support and advice when you're struggling

But it's so much easier to give those things

Than it is to accept them

And truly embrace them

I'm tired of embracing the past

I'm tired of being controlled by these insecurities

I want to let go

So tell me

Am I not enough

I don't know if I could wait for you

So tell me

Am I not enough

I don't know if I could wait for you Anxiety

Just keeps building up

But I guess that it's nothing new