Enemy

Can I be saved from myself?

As I search for the answer

To what have I become

I can’t help but wonder

Has the enemy been inside of me all along?

Every word I say hurts me more and more and more

Are we repeating a cycle?

Has the friction torn us apart?

Thoughts running circles inside my head

They never stop!

They never stop!

As I search for the answer to

What have I become

I can’t help but wonder

Has the enemy been inside of me all along?

Every word I say hurts me more and more and more

Just look inside my mind and see the life I've chose to lead

The peace I've sacrificed for the thought of you and me

They must’ve asked me this question

A million times

And every time I lied

And said I was fine

If thoughts of me

Still keep you up at night

Leave my apparition inside your mind

Never thought I’d have to go through

The torture of getting over you

You can’t mend a broken heart with stitches

It takes time

I can’t see myself as a person

Just this illusion of the man I used to be!

(I used to be)

I can’t help but wonder

Has the enemy (Has The Enemy) been inside of me all along

Every word I say hurts me more and more and more

Just look inside my mind and see the life I've chose to lead

The peace I've sacrificed for the thought of you and me