I Got Heaven

I went and walked myself like a dog without a leash Now I'm growling at a stranger, I am biting at their knees If I wanted it, you'd really think I'd wait for the permission? For protection and assurances that all will be delivered? Like our fathers did, our mothers did, and them and those before And you say you want a difference, the honor to be yours Like our fathers did, our mothers did, and them and those before The echo and a retell of some shit we've heard before And what if we stopped spinning? And what if we're just flat? And what if Jesus himself ate my fucking snatch? And what if I'm an angel? Oh, what if I'm a bore? And what if I was confident, would you just hate me more? Oh, I got heaven inside of me And oh, I'm an angel (heaven) I was sent here to keep you company (heaven) I'm on an endless march to nothingness with breath inside my chest And the promise of a life that you deserve, that you thought best I'm stuck inside my loneliness, I'm stuck inside my grief I wish I could've been there to save you from the reach I am spiteful like a god, seek a vengeance like the rest For what they did to you, I will never lay to rest It's raw and unrelenting, it is absolute regression It is vileness wrapped up and disguised as happy endings Oh (heaven), I've got heaven inside (heaven) of me Oh (heaven), I'm an angel I was sent here (heaven) to keep you company I'm stuck inside my loneliness, I'm stuck inside my grief I wish I could've been there to save you from the reach I am spiteful like a god, I seek a vengeance like the rest For what they did to you, I will never lay to rest I go and walk myself outside, adog without a leash Now I am growling at a stranger, I am biting at their knees