Not Okay

I don't know if you're waiting Haven't seen your face in far too long I hope you know it's frustrating You said you never meant to steer me Wrong But I hate it how you Don't wanna pick up the phone cuz I'm not worth a call I got so lost in this stupid game I didn't notice that you don't wanna play Drag me in, just to turn away Guess you didn't care that I was planning to stay So keep your love, I'll keep the pain It's not your fault you don't feel the same I'm not one to point the blame But you walked out, and I'm not okay Catch myself overthinking People tell me I'm drinking far too much Kinda feels like I'm sinking And It's the only thing that makes it Stop Cuz I hate it how you Don't wanna pick up the phone cuz I'm not worth a call I got so lost in this stupid game I didn't notice that you don't wanna play Drag me in, just to turn away Guess you didn't care that I was planning to stay So keep your love, I'll keep the pain It's not your fault if you don't feel the same I'm not the one to point the blame But you walked out, and I'm not okay And I'm not okay No, I'm not okay And I'm not okay No, I'm not okay So keep your love, I'll keep the pain It's not your fault if you don't feel the same No, I'm not one to point the blame But you walked out, and I'm not okay So keep your love, I'll keep the pain It's not your fault if you don't feel the same I'm not one to point the blame But you walked out, and I'm not okay No, I'm not one to point the blame But you walked out, and I'm not okay