Nightmare

I'm too emotional, I have to let you go

I haven't cleaned my room since last time you came home

And everyday that passes by

Makes it so much harder to enjoy my life

Though, it's part of growing older

I'm sleeping with the lights off, it's better If I'm blind

So I can get you off my mind 'cause

Every time I see you smile, I die a little bit

Heard that you've been doing well, I wonder who you're with

I pretend I don't care, I tell myself you're right here

It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare

But every time I see those eyes, I wonder if you know

You're keeping me up late at night, I don't know where to go

I pretend I don't care, I tell myself you're right here

It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare

I'm too impulsive, I didn't mean to call again

I wasn't thinking straight last night at 3:00 AM

I've been having trouble tryna fall asleep

Melatonin by my side, but my will is weak

Keeping notions that I'm fine so I don't need

Medicated remedies, fuck benzodiazepines

Every time I see you smile, I die a little bit

Heard that you've been doing well, I wonder who you're with

I pretend I don't care, I tell myself you're right here

It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare

But every time I see those eyes, I wonder if you know

You're keeping me up late at night, I don't know where to go

I pretend I don't care, I tell myself you're right here

It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare

Why do I try? I don't know why I wanna fall in love

I wanna die, every time I see you popping up

Forget 'bout the fights, remember the nights we had, it's not enough

I wanna lie, pretend I'm alright, but

Every time I see you smile, I die a little bit

Heard that you've been doing well, I wonder who you're with

I pretend I don't care, I tell myself you're right here

It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare

But every time I see those eyes, I wonder if you know

You're keeping me up late at night, I don't know where to go

I pretend I don't care, I tell myself you're right here

It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare

Every time I see you smile, I die a little bit

Heard that you've been doing well, I wonder who you're with

I pretend I don't care, I tell myself you're right here

It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare

But every time I see those eyes I wonder if you know

You're keeping me up late at night, I don't know where to go

I pretend I don't care, I tell myself you're right here

It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare