She Said No

Stood together outside, I don't even know what

Was going through my mind, now I think it was love

I never knew I could find someone who I thought was dumb

But make my heart go ba-da-dum, ba-da-dum

And I was so scared for my life

But I said that I would rather try

And I'm pretty sure I'm out of time

And I throw my meds straight into the mud

'Cause it doesn't seem to help me when I'm falling in love

And my stomach hurts, but I don't mention the blood

I think I might need a doctor for the mess that I've become

Oh, I found it hard to breathe

It's getting dark out, don't you think?

Tell me or is it just me?

Then she took my coat 'cause it was cold

And we took pictures with her phone

She left her Polaroid at home

I texted all my friends, I wrote

That I was falling for this girl

Her eyes were glowing, hazel pearls

I told her that she was my world

And she said, yeah, she said no

Yeah, she said no

Yeah, she said no

Yeah, she said no

Yeah, she said

You probably don't give a fuck who I am

I don't blame you, I hate me too, but I can't

Do a lot to change it or the thoughts in my head

I am faceless, I'm nameless, I'm better off dead

That's too far, I'm so sorry, please excuse my mess

I'm so stupid, so worthless, I won't do it again

That I promise you, I'm just a boy with a pen

And a ukulele, is it not evident

That I'm broken, I'm frozen, I'm stuck in my bed?

I was hoping you'd open me up, but instead

My emotions took over my mind and I said

That I hate you, I hate that I wish you were dead

Then she took my coat 'cause it was cold

And we took pictures with her phone

She left her Polaroid at home

I texted all my friends, I wrote

That I was falling for this girl

Her eyes were glowing, hazel pearls

I told her that she was my world

And she said, yeah, she said

Yeah, she said no

Yeah, she said no

Yeah, she said no

Yeah, she said no