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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Alana Springsteen
Alana Springsteen
Vocals
Ido Zmishlany
Ido Zmishlany
Programming
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Alana Springsteen
Alana Springsteen
Composer
Ido Zmishlany
Ido Zmishlany
Composer
Sarah Solovay
Sarah Solovay
Composer
Derrick Southerland
Derrick Southerland
Composer
Ingrid Andress
Ingrid Andress
Composer
Sam Ellis
Sam Ellis
Composer
Delacey Amaradio
Delacey Amaradio
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Alana Springsteen
Alana Springsteen
Producer
Ido Zmishlany
Ido Zmishlany
Producer
Jeff Braun
Jeff Braun
Mixing Engineer
Andrew Mendelson
Andrew Mendelson
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Maybe I don't wanna get married
But I could see me in a white dress one day
Maybe the love of my life's all of my friends
Amen
[Verse 2]
Maybe I been missin' church lately
But I still get on my knees and pray
Maybe it's fine if I'm doin' my best
Amen
[Chorus]
And I'm sorry to my mama
But I'ma live the way I wanna
So I know this life was mine in the end
And I give myself permission
To go and make some bad decisions
'Cause I'm only tryna find out who I am
Amen
Amen
[Verse 3]
Maybe I'ma buy my own house
Hang the chandelier on my own
Maybe I don't want a white picket fence
Amen
[Verse 4]
Maybe I'ma break hearts being selfish
'Cause I'll know when I know
I don't need a happy ending
Amen
[Chorus]
And I'm sorry to my mama
But I'ma live the way I wanna
So I know this life was mine in the end
And I'm sorry to my hometown
I just couldn't let my dreams down
If I had to, I would do it all again
Amen
Amen
Amen
[Chorus]
And I'm sorry to my mama
But I'ma live the way I wanna
So I know this life was mine in the end
And though I ain't got all the answers
But I'm finding mine for damn sure
And I mean it, so I'm sayin' it again
Amen
Written by: Alana Springsteen, Delacey Amaradio, Derrick Southerland, Ido Zmishlany, Ingrid Andress, Sam Ellis, Sarah Solovay
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